ITS POETRY TIME AGAIN - TEARS OF THE HEART!!!

TEARS OF THE HEART

Every time I try to make it work its always something new
No matter what I say, you just never agree with nothing I ever do
Its either a no answer, an excuse or a killer blank stare
How am I suppose to feel? And you expect me to believe that you really do care
I know you can't be serious, and don't give me that excuse about fear
You not changing your ways but you want me to change mine is definitely no fair
Well if you waiting on me, then I'm gonna be waiting on you too
I'm not gonna change either until you change too boo
Last time I checked, "Two Can Play This Game" was a Vivica Fox movie
I want to take the lead but somehow I'm just scared that you're gonna screw me
Why can't we just compromise, sacrifice: you remember that's how you wooed me
Relive the spontaneity, the impromptu, I'm not with the setting date and times just for you to do me
Do you remember the niceness in the beginning that together we shared
The respect we had for one another, we didn't say some things just so feelings were spared
What ever happened to making time for each other because we wanted to be together
It didn't matter if it was sunny, raining or snowing, we didn't care about the weather
As time prolonged and we got to know each other better
Why is it that we somehow seem to falter instead of getting stronger
Is it because we listen to friends and develop that attitude of I can't bother
Or is it because we realize that, damn, I can't take you home to meet my mother
Whatever it is we have to keep it real and remember when living for two we can't pretend
We can't lead another on, push one away because a broken heart is hard to mend
All I really want is for you to be my lover and for you to be my friend
My companion, my right hand, the one who I can always count on and depend

POETRY CORNER - FOLLOW YOUR HEART!!!

FOLLOW YOUR HEART (EMOTIONS #3)

What is it about us that make us think that we will always make the right decisions?
We are not prophets, we are not mind readers and we sure can’t read visions
When someone opens up and tells us that you’re the one they have been looking for
The one who they want to care for, share life with and walk around to open the car door
Why is it that when people finally put their feelings out there, we take it for granted?
Is it me or is it the way how we all think and behave, well some of us call it frontin
Do we really consider their feelings or are we selfish in the way that we think about others
How do we know its genuine, do we cloud our minds with disbelief until it clutters
Don’t get me wrong, in life we have to make decisions that make us happy
We don’t want to make hastily decisions that’s gonna lead to regret and future animosity
But how can we go on without recognizing that someone is giving out real genuine admiration
And continue to walk by and ignore them like a beggar at the top of the train station
This goes for guys and females who knows there is someone pursuing you
And you have done your research, background check and realize that the person is really true
But you still hold back because of this game we love to play of cat and mouse
Where knowing that you’re the one being chased just leaves you aroused
But it’s funny, real funny when that chaser realize that all their fruitful labor is going in vain
And decides to leave and move on to something better, and all you will be left with is shame
Don’t we realize that love is not a game but a feeling inside that we retain
And we have to honor it when the feeling is definitely calling our name
If you find that there is someone out there who is truthfully appreciating your existence
Who makes you feel the same please don’t leave them hanging on the back fence
Take initiative and show them that you care for them as much as they do
Because, life is not really guaranteed, so isn’t it worth being with someone true

POETRY CORNER - END OF TIME!!!!!!!

UNTIL THE END OF TIME!!!!!!!

Have you ever knelt on the floor and started to look up to the sky
Wondering what you did to deserve this life and asking God why
And then your emotions overwhelm you and all you can do is cry
And no matter how strong you are, you just can't find the strength to get by
Have you ever had suicidal thoughts, just wanna tell the world goodbye
Having no one understand you, no matter how hard you try
People see your photos and events and think you're kinda fly
But don't know when the curtains close all your feelings tend to die
You gotta hold your head up, because God never gives you more than you can bear
Used to be words of motivation, heard them so much that now its words of despair
Our resolutions in life stay the same and never change from year to year
Because the pain that we feel inside just gets worst, and we not being able to soothe them has become our only fear
People tell us to look at our lives and see that we have accomplished a whole lot
But its not what we have that matters, its what we have not got
Do you ever wake up in the morning and your stomach feel tied up like an army knot
Well that's one of the worst feelings in the world, something close to being shot
I'm not saying I have nothing but what I'm saying is that I don't feel like something
And I feel like all I have in my life I'm gonna lose it all and really have nothing
For whatever reason, we feel like we would rather not be here
Because we feel helpless and hopeless like a crippled man wwith no legs in a wheelchair
But it is not for us to surrender to the feeling of not having whats mine
It is for us to gain the most we can out of life until the end of time



POETRY CORNER : ELECTRIC

ELECTRIC

The feeling that she gets its all because its electric
But she never knew how good it was until she felt the generic
My DNA only allows me to produce pleasure filled nights that leave emotions like never ending thrill rides
With skin textures changing color as the heat intensifies with every touch of my finger and the way I make it glide
Up and down the spine, it tingles, as I make my tongue become the igniter to the heat she feels inside, as it motions between her thighs
I'm not leaving her no time to recharge because I came fully powered up
but she drains every bit of energy I have, leaving me feeling drunk and like I need to sober up
With those legs of hers and a body of a goddess even the mirror that she takes pictures in agree that her reflection is above every other
But as I gather myself and these grapes by the bedside, I tilt her head down and she devour my second head inside
Her lips bracing my torso and then I turn her upside
Down and make my body invigorate her inside, until we both come inside, to reach our satisfaction that we desire
Our bodies still on fire
I think we probably just short-circuit the electric fusion

POETRY CORNER - HEARTBROKEN

HEARTBROKEN

Never wanted this day to come but deep down inside I knew it would

I tried my best and you said the same, I guess we did all we could
The ups and downs finally took its toll on us and now we're parting ways

Still can't believe you won't be by my side until the end of days

You always told me that nothing lasts forever, so I guess your right

The love we had was something special but it couldn't sustain the fights
I never wanted to hurt you with the words I said but it was how I felt

I pray to God it would make us stronger when on my knees I knelt

Guess it wasn't enough or that's how God planned it to be

 I'm still sitting here contemplating my life without you, and I just can't see me living happily
Tears is flowing down my cheeks and I don't feel like wiping them

I see an empty pool outside and I somehow feel like diving in

My heart is broken, can't believe it, its still kinda like a shock to me

Life is like an operating table and even though I love you, you just became dead to me

POETRY CORNER - FINDING MAGIC

FINDING MAGIC!!!

There are things we will never grasp as to how and why they occur
Things that we see with our eyes but never know how they really appear
Things that we find that will never really be ours
And things that leave us baffled like meteor showers
Can this feeling I have for you be real
Or am I stuck in a world that's so surreal
Oh how I love being held in the warmth of your arms
And the joyful anticipation of getting the chance of indulging in your charm
The very thought of you leaves my heart in amazement
And I cherish every moment I get to know you even if its in an installment
One shot at a time in each day that I mark off on my calendar
Can't wait to be filled by and with you is my only agenda
Being cared for can make you feel brand new like a grand opening event
Just to know someone cares will make you open up like a vent
When you're with me then go away I have that feeling like when money is well spent
And all because of you I've become a new man, a better person and a respectable gent
Sometimes emotions take over your mind and make you become something that your not
But on the other side of the coin, its pretty clear that I never knew I would have fell for you like that
But after regaining composure from that comatose aura you left me in
I'm back to my rightful mind and just want to learn more about you if you'll let me in
Whoever thought that a wonderful young lady like yourself would remind me of my motherland
So inspiring and motivating who makes me get a feeling of security like when Im held by my mother's hand
To me your self-worth is valued much more than any expensive brand
I guess you can say I was struck by Cupid's arrow fired from his shooting hand

WACKY'S BEAUTIES!!!!!

NIA LONG

I have always admired and love Nia Long.  From the very first time I set eyes on her I was intoxicated, not only is she one of my favorite actresses, she is very humble and I love her personality and she is a lovely lady and a great mother. Dor that reason Nia Long is one of my beauties.....